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QUESTIONS UNANSWERED

Is there any joke which can make a seriously ill person suffering from cancer  laugh?
Is there any book which the most depressed person can read and enjoy?
Is there any music which can heal wounds?
Is there any movie which can help to forget the troubles of life?
Is there something in the world which can reduce the pain of losing the beloved one?
Searching the answers of the above but I think the answer is no, none or nothing.
Feeling a bit sad, depressed as I am missing my family (especially my mother) and the thought of dilip mama’s health is hammering again and again my mind. It’s almost 1 and a half year since he is suffering from the most serious and deadly disease cancer. I still remember the day well when I spoke to him over the phone listening he is not well.
I said “ kya hua mama?”
He replied with innocence and a smile “ pata nahi beta pet main kuch gadbad hai”
Actually initially he was suffering from stomach ache and after visiting several doctors  he didn’t find any improvement and his condition got worst from bad. And later this deadly ghost was diagnosed which shook the entire family. My mama is a very soft hearted person who can’t see or bear pain but destiny has bought a disaster for him. Earlier the disease was kept hidden from him but later when visiting to the doctor frequently and reading the board “cancer specialist” he got the idea and rest everything was made even clear when the treatment of that chemotherapy started. One day he said to my brother         “ yaar hum to Yuvraj Singh ban gaye.”
Few months back his condition got improved a lot and he also started going back to work but for last few months the disease attacked him again and he is again on bed, eating nothing for so many days. Every morning when I prepare food for me I remember him and think that what he will eat today, I pray to God that he doesn’t vomit out today whatever little or spoonful he will eat.  Not only me in fact my mother, my both mausis and offcousre everyone in my mama’s family pray for his good health.  

I always find this feeling of helplessness  the most painful when I see someone close to me in pain. But …... Sometimes I wish I may have a magic wand and I can make all those people listed above laugh, sing, dance and celebrate life.
Just waiting for God to answer some of my above questions.

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